People change

Its scary knowing that someone can change so drastically. I remember when I started high school with all my middle school friends, thinking we will be together forever. I consider them my brothers and I still do, I miss them dearly. But a lot of things changed my relationship with them. Drugs, who I'm dating, who I've dated before, fights, who've they dated, other friends, etc. I barely talk to them now, the only person out of my group of middle school friends that I still talk to is... shoot just the person I'm dating now. And I know that the guy I'm dating now is still changing. In a way I'm changing also, I just don't see it fully. I'm scared of what more change will bring, I don't want to lose anymore people close to me. I already feel alone now, I have my boyfriend and a new group of friends. But they aren't the same. My boyfriend tells me to just move past them because obviously they've moved on past me and that hurts to hear. It hurts knowing the people you consider like brothers don't want anything to do with you. It hurts moving on from any sort of break up, because in a way I broke up with my old friends. I don't like feeling alone now. The new friends I have, I don't trust them and I don't want to get close to them (hidden backstory). They aren't even my friends, things they've done and for one they are my boyfriend's friends, they tolerate me. They don't love me like my friends before.. Hell I don't think my old friends even love me anymore. I'm sorry this is kinda personal, I have no diary that wasn't already invaded by my family. So I have this. No one here knows my name so I feel as though I can vent here.

Miley Cyrus Twerking?

There is a bunch of tweets and memes being posted about Miley Cyrus's 2013 VMA performance. I do have one thing to say, I personally am not a fan but leave the chick alone. I mean you can't expect her to be Hannah Montana forever. She's growing up and finding herself, like all general people do at her age. People are saying her and Lady Gaga are trying to be like Madonna. No they are not, mainly because there can only be one Madonna. But I did see the performance and I am in no place to judge, because I am not the best twerker in the world...At parties I try but I feel like I am embarrassing my dance partner and myself.. But getting back to Miley, let her grow up. Don't be mad that she twerked and your kids were watching, I'm pretty sure the new generation of kids have seen things worse that a white girl shaking her but on TV. I did actually hear a preview of her verse on the French Montana remix of "Ain't worried about Nothin". Like I said I'm not a fan but it sounded okay to me. It made me want to roll up and grab a forty ounce, just kidding.

I do have to say though some of the memes of her performance are actually funny to me, sorry to all you Cyrus fans out there (I mean Miley not Billy Ray).

Well

Enough said.. For now

My disclaimer..

For one thing I understand that this is a blog and my opinions will be on here. But I would like to say because most topics I will talk about is debatable, please keep your nasty comments to yourself. I am just voicing my opinions, I'm only human. I enjoy discussions but I do not tolerate belittling others for there opinions/lifestyles/religion/etc.